::dejected.IN.emo::

oh yes..i almost forgot

Sat, 08 May 2004 20:36:38 GMT

HOPPY BIRFDEY JANEY-POO! lol. i miss you soo much!!

TooTlEs skiDs- _k0k_

flabby underarms

Sat, 08 May 2004 20:13:34 GMT

dude. im soo fucking tired of living here. i hate it. i mean..i got some cool ass friends, but like.. the fucking drama! ARGH! i wanna get away from it all. but thats not possible. oh well.. i guess thats life?!?

well, this summer when i go back to cali, its gunna rock. hopefully im going to bring ben with me... the gay guy. but he said he might not be able to go. :'( oh well. but yeah.. im gunna spend some time in eski, manteca, lathrop, mo-town, and some other places... like go back to san fran and shop...and just wish i never took it for granted.... oh well. anyways.

i miss all you guys. i miss the old me... sorta.. i kinda like being who i am now.. minus the fact that im spoiled and get almost everything i want, and at the snap of my fingers, i could have almost anyone i wanted. i miss being that little geek you all knew back in the day. i miss having to strive for everything i want...let alone need. oh well.

im gunna bounce.

TooTlEs skiDs- _k0k_

doggie barf on a stick

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 04:01:11 GMT

well kiddos. its been a while... again! lol. i update xanga more than this... i dunno why i made it...maybe ill just delete it. i dunno. anyways. life is great. im drinking right now. yeah... ok... im gunna go.

TooTlEs skiDs- _k0k_

to get me to update more, e-mail me at mohawkdino@hotmail.com and remind me you stupid fucks!

wow..its been a while

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 19:40:23 GMT

sorry i never update yall. im a flippin cheerleader! lol.. but i came update with some quizes i took! lol... here they are!

Your nailbunny The wise cracking floating bunny
head. Who is also Kind and trustworthy.

Which Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you?
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img src="http://images.quizilla.com/Y/yourgoodfriend/1041831264_skissmyass.gif" border="0" alt="kiss my ass2">
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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^^ that bunny totally rocks! lol

Die smashed on a SFI-FI/Anime/Comic convention

Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
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^^ well thats a shitty death cuz IT WONT HAPPEN! HAHAHAHAH!.....moving on.. lol

Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what
other ppl think of you. You want friends who
like you for who you are and not what you have.
I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
nose, but thats ok. People love you because you
crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends!
Rate my quiz fellow Homie!

Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)?
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^^ dont take that quiz.. its fucking stupid...

You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person,
but you tend to hold grudges. You are not big
on dishing out forgiveness.

Which kind of candy are you?
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^^ that candy es gut ^.^ lol

Estne volumen in toga, an solum tibi libet me
videre?
"Is that a scroll in your toga, or are you
just glad to see me?"
You're smooth, okay, but you also need a
girlfriend. Bad.

Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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^^ LMAO! that was great.. ill have to use that sometime ;)

Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...

What genre of rock are you?
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^^ Im gunna take it over and change a few answers!

Classic rock! Without you the other genres
wouldn't exist! You are the raw and original
sound of rock! Other genres may try to imitate
your rawness, but they can never be like you!

What genre of rock are you?
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^^ thats better.. im gunna try to get to be an emo band.. lol

Old school punk! You just say what you have to say
regardless of what everyone else thinks!
You're one of my most favourite types of
music... You're raw and uncut! You're
surrounded by hype...just don't let it make you
go insane...

What genre of rock are you?
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^^ i got the classic rock one twice! lol.. i wanted emo.. cuz i love emo!!! DAMMIT! lol

Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to
make people laugh and have a good time. You
enjoy comfort and don't care to much about what
people think of you. You like to hang out with
your buddies and just have a good time. [please
vote! thank you! :)]

What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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^^ ok quiz..i guess...

You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get
through life without a little fun... or a neon
colored t-shirt. You are a team player and
really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU!

Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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^^ i HATED that show..it was soo damn annoying. lol

You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough".

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla

^^ so not true.. but the pic is pretty!!!

Punk is your style, and you know it! The preps hate
you, but it's a vice versa thing. You get in to
trouble, and you love it. You wanna be friends
with the Goths, take it to a new levle, but I
wouldn't suggest it. You'll be forever labled
with a scar. Stay where you belong, caz it's
where you fit in perfectly!

Prep, Poser, Punk, or Goth
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^^ yeah... whatever

fucking scottsbluffites

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 21:30:41 GMT

lalala. people here dont want block scheduling. bastards. I MISS IT SOO MUCH! i wanna shoot all of them. ARGHHH!!! lol anyways.

tara is wiggling her head or something on mine. its funny. lol. it tickles. LALALALAL!

dude.. yesterday.. before we went to barkers.. we were all outside tanning. and ben was showing me things for cheerleading(since im gunna try out just for kicks and giggles). and like..i showe him some jumps i could do.. and it feels like ive been having sex with a jackrabbit. lol. oh well.

but yeah.. imma go before i spill too many of my guts. lol. tootles- _k0k_

my xanga site

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 21:10:17 GMT

here it is..just for yoooo janey-poo! lol http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=MmMmJeLL0

LAlalala

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 21:08:03 GMT

Which Broadway Musical Are You Destined to perform in? by dangerousgame
Name/Nickname
Age
Sex
Color
Broadway Musical	Miss Saigon
Part	Supporting Actor

Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

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i have no clue what play that is... tisk tisk tisk.. lol

anyways. im updating this for jane.. since i never do and since im always writing in my xanga.. so jane, i will put it on here so you dont lose it..and ill put it in a comment and send it to you. ok. tootles- _k0k_

p.s. oh yeah jane..'i vant yer veennie'(i want your weenie). lol. (remember dat hooker? you told me i could have it when you told me i needed better weener. lol)

hellacious brooms

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 04:58:56 GMT

from now on, i shall come up with weird subject lines. and ill try to stop writing in my xanga too much. lol

anyways. i got snowed in in carpenter wyoming on our way home from fort collins. had to stay at brandons sisters house. damn..brandon has a HOT ass nephew! lol. his name is jarrid. *woof woof* haha.

o.0 greg wants me still! lol. i cant wait to see him this summer.(meaning YES, i AM going to cali this summer! ^.^)

jane, you wont have to be bored this summer! ILL BE BACH(get it! bach, like the musician!) lol. im a dork

lalaal.. bored outta mah mind! lalalla. tootles- _k0k_

omg.. DRAMA UP THE ASS!

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 21:51:09 GMT

omg. lemme start at friday night.. phew!

Friday Night: me and cristal are chillin over here. she got on the net and starts chatting with guys, LIKE ALWAYS! then halie gets on and tells us to go get her. so we do. then we go out cruising for a bit. (oh, before we left my house, my mom said check in at 8, and we also had to do our rosery too(that took forever)). so around 8, we go check in, and then i go and get th digicam. my mom told me that ben and whit are lookin for me. so i tell cris and we go to the underground. we dance and chill for a few.. like maybe five mins. then we take jen and ben with us and go cruising. chelsey shows up to pepa's and cristal bitches her out for wanting to fight halie and being a sour ass pussy and a little skanky whore who opens her legs too quickly. so her, jordan, damien and jeremy leave. we sit and chill, then cruise some more. then when we were cruising, going around the block, we accidentally tailgated this chick. but thats just the way we drive. so that bitch puts the car in reverse and almost hits us. so we chase her down and almost get in a fight. but paula clears everything up. life is dramatic.

Saturday Night: i go over to halies and heather is there. we all walk uptown. when we get there, nikki and angela are pushing heather into the car with jordan. like not even a minute after she gets in the car, chelsey shows up. she pulls heather outta the car, and starts telling her to get away from her man, then starts to slap and pull hair(im sorry, but you fight like a PUSSY chelsey! oh wait! im not sorry you stupid little whore fuck who i wanna kill!). then when halie tries to go break it up, i tell her no, and tell her to come by me. chelsey gets outta the car to talk to heather, and they start to argue. i walk away, then remembered 'THATS A DUMB IDEA! WHAT IF THEY FIGHT AGAINN!?!' so i walk over there and listen to their cheesey little bitch fight, then yell at chelsey that its enough and to cut her shit out. so she sits in HER FRIENDS CAR!(not her mans, who she was just trying to get heather off of!) so then we are sitting there, and chelsey gets back in jordans car and they drive off. a lot of people left. damien started to make fun of halie since she is short. fucking asshole. i swear, hes gunna get his ass beat. so what if he has a lot of cars. that just means the more cars for my friends to fuck the shit outta(ill tell kenny about it later, have him take car of me ^.^)... then when everyone came back, including chelsey and jordan, they tried blocking us in. stupid fucks. if they wanted to block us in, then how come they left a big ass gap?! stupid fucks. then me halie and heather started to leave to go to jons(heathers brothers). nikki, angela and chelsey all start walking towards us. halie yells at them to go away and stay the fuck away. then chelsey runs up to heather and starts slapping her and shit. when heather got away, i tried getting chelsey away, but she pushed me outta the way. then they were fighting(chelsey, of course fighting like a pussy by just slapping heather and pulling hair). i tried to get chelsey off of heather since she had her pinned on the ground, but some stupid fuck guy pulled me away. when halie tried, he did the same thing. then chelsey being a pussy slammed heathers head in to the ground. chelsey got off and we went to jons. when jordan schlagger got to jons, we took halie and heather to halies and me, jordan, jon and megan went to look for the other jordan, and all the other cars. when i showed them to jon, they took me home. i wanna see how bad jordans car gets fucked up. yep.. he aint gunna be hot anymore! hahaha! STUPID WHITE UGLY ASS CARMEX LOVIN FREAK!(yeah.. he likes girls to jack him off with carmex.. so thats his nickname!!! FREAK!)....

Sunday Afternoon: Cristal came over to gimme the pics we took at wal mart. she told me brandon was in town.. since he moved away and didnt tell me. well, i guess that he doesnt wanna talk to me cuz "i was a bitch to him cuz he wouldnt help us move and purposely broke his ankel"!!!! he knows i was just playing! how the fuck could i hate someone that took me in when i had no where to live!!! god.. that makes me wanna cry really bad. thats some majorly fucked up shit. hes my fucking brother basically.

god... i just wanna cry.. i wanna go over there and talk to him! thats not fuckin right to do that shit to me! ugh! i have enough stress on my shoulders.. stupid fucker. i swear! if i didnt love my friends so much and didnt wanna hurt them, i would kill myself from all the stress im under. oh well. fuck this shit.i dont need this anymore.

tootles- _k0k_

oh yeah... to get the story on brandon.. go to my xanga (MmMmJeLL0) and when my little icon is a speedomoter, it means im pissed. and when its a pervert in my pocket, im probably horny. lol

the underground is my home.

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 05:47:37 GMT

dude. the guy matt that opened the underground is the fuckin shit! hes like in his early thirtys, and he has his tongue pierced! hes the shit. i want him for a dad! lol. omg!! tonight i looked at the wall that says "THE UNDERGROUND" and willE signed it! lol. i was like worshiping the wall! lol.

matts soo awesome though! he was all talking to us. we all think he was on acid though. but i was nice and dandy. i got to play DDR ^.^ first it was me and sara, and she was like 'oh, im so good, i played this all the time in phili' but yet she wasnt doing GREAT! lol. it was sad. but yeah. then me and halie walked down to pepa's and talked to ashley.. then we walked back to the underground and then me and halie played DDR. we are like almost experts on the beginners "heaven" lol. omg. i feel sooo lame saying 'im almost an expert on the BEGINNERS "heaven" ' lol. oi vey. that makes me sound soooooo lame. but since im gunna keep going back every chance i get, im gunna be the shit at DDR. plus, it will help strengthen my hips. thank goodness. since i dropped outta physical therapy. lol. that makes me sound like a lame fuck too! god dammit!

well. today was a nice day. not having to go to school cuz i didnt wanna go to court, being able to go play DDR at my new fav. chill spot, getting to be with my ickle oompa(halie), and my other homies. it was the shit. i loved it. but now, it is time for me to resign and go to bed? who really knows. oh well! tootles- _k0k_

soundtrack for my life.

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 21:00:34 GMT

i keep changing the songs... i cant make up my mind for the songs...there are a lot of good ones. like for the break up song i wanna put "I hate Everything About you" by Three Days Grace. but anyways. here it is:
SOUNDTRACK TO MARIAH'S LIFE:

Opening Credits: "Homeo-Apathy"- Left Over Crack

Waking-up Scene: "Billy S"- Skye Sweetnam

Average-day Scene: "Lemonade"- Tsunami Bomb

Best-friend Scene: "Miss P"- Cherish Feat. Da Brat

First-date Scene: "First Date"- Blink 182

Falling-in-love Scene: "Punk Rock Princess"- Something Coperate

Love Scene: "This is not a love song"- The Juliana Theory

Fight-with-friend Scene: "Harder to Breathe"- Maroon 5

Fight-with-significant other Scene: "Copasetic"- Local H

Break-up Scene: "My Plague"- Slipknot

Get-back-together Scene: "Freedom"- Danielle LoPresti and the Masses

Fight-at-home Scene: "For You"- Staind

"Life's okay" Scene: "Clint Eastwood"- The Gorillaz

Heartbreak Scene: "Kiss me, Diss Me"- Homegrown

Mental-Breakdown Scene: "Insane in the Membrain"- Cypress Hill

Driving Scene: "In Sterio"- Sky Harbor

Makeout Scene: "Singals over the Air"- Thursday

Lesson-learning Scene: "In a Bubble"- Purple Overdose

Deep-thought Scene: "DMV"- Primus

Flashback Scene: "Time Warp"- The Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack

Party Scene: "Cold"- Static-X

Happy-dance Scene: The Hampster Dance Song

Regret Scene: "Bottom of the bottle"- Smile Empty Soul

Long-night-alone Scene: "Me, Myself and I"- Jive Jones

Death Scene: "Morningstar"- AFI

Closing credits: "Tiny Cities made of Ashes"- Modest Mouse

(I copied this out of Sonya's xanga thingy)

ok. tootles-_k0k_