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May 8th, 2004

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April 28th, 2004

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April 22nd, 2004

12:37 pm - wow..its been a while sorry i never update yall. im a flippin cheerleader! lol.. but i came update with some quizes i took! lol... here they are! Your nailbunny The wise cracking floating bunny head. Who is also Kind and trustworthy. Which Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you? brought to you by Quizilla img src="http://images.quizilla.com/Y/yourgoodfriend/1041831264_skissmyass.gif" border="0" alt="kiss my ass2"> congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything. You must be so proud which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ that bunny totally rocks! lol Die smashed on a SFI-FI/Anime/Comic convention Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!) brought to you by Quizilla ^^ well thats a shitty death cuz IT WONT HAPPEN! HAHAHAHAH!.....moving on.. lol Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what other ppl think of you. You want friends who like you for who you are and not what you have. I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your nose, but thats ok. People love you because you crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends! Rate my quiz fellow Homie! Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ dont take that quiz.. its fucking stupid... You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person, but you tend to hold grudges. You are not big on dishing out forgiveness. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ that candy es gut ^.^ lol Estne volumen in toga, an solum tibi libet me videre? "Is that a scroll in your toga, or are you just glad to see me?" You're smooth, okay, but you also need a girlfriend. Bad. Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ LMAO! that was great.. ill have to use that sometime ;) Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you know what you have to say and you just say it! I like you very much...just be careful you don't scare me away... What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ Im gunna take it over and change a few answers! Classic rock! Without you the other genres wouldn't exist! You are the raw and original sound of rock! Other genres may try to imitate your rawness, but they can never be like you! What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ thats better.. im gunna try to get to be an emo band.. lol Old school punk! You just say what you have to say regardless of what everyone else thinks! You're one of my most favourite types of music... You're raw and uncut! You're surrounded by hype...just don't let it make you go insane... What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ i got the classic rock one twice! lol.. i wanted emo.. cuz i love emo!!! DAMMIT! lol Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to make people laugh and have a good time. You enjoy comfort and don't care to much about what people think of you. You like to hang out with your buddies and just have a good time. [please vote! thank you! :)] What Kind of Shoe Are You? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ ok quiz..i guess... You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get through life without a little fun... or a neon colored t-shirt. You are a team player and really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU! Which old school Nickelodeon show are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ i HATED that show..it was soo damn annoying. lol You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very creative but never show your work to anyone. You may smile a little but sadness or loneliness surround you and other can feel it when they're near you. You have a dark or unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and you probably have a lot of secrets that you've never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real thing that makes you special is your eyes. Something in them makes them like "Diamonds in the Rough". What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES) brought to you by Quizilla ^^ so not true.. but the pic is pretty!!! Punk is your style, and you know it! The preps hate you, but it's a vice versa thing. You get in to trouble, and you love it. You wanna be friends with the Goths, take it to a new levle, but I wouldn't suggest it. You'll be forever labled with a scar. Stay where you belong, caz it's where you fit in perfectly! Prep, Poser, Punk, or Goth brought to you by Quizilla ^^ yeah... whatever

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March 21st, 2004

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01:41 pm - LAlalala Which Broadway Musical Are You Destined to perform in? by dangerousgame Name/Nickname Age Sex Color Broadway Musical Miss Saigon Part Supporting Actor Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! \ i have no clue what play that is... tisk tisk tisk.. lol anyways. im updating this for jane.. since i never do and since im always writing in my xanga.. so jane, i will put it on here so you dont lose it..and ill put it in a comment and send it to you. ok. tootles- _k0k_ p.s. oh yeah jane..'i vant yer veennie'(i want your weenie). lol. (remember dat hooker? you told me i could have it when you told me i needed better weener. lol)

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March 2nd, 2004

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February 22nd, 2004

02:16 pm - omg.. DRAMA UP THE ASS! omg. lemme start at friday night.. phew! Friday Night: me and cristal are chillin over here. she got on the net and starts chatting with guys, LIKE ALWAYS! then halie gets on and tells us to go get her. so we do. then we go out cruising for a bit. (oh, before we left my house, my mom said check in at 8, and we also had to do our rosery too(that took forever)). so around 8, we go check in, and then i go and get th digicam. my mom told me that ben and whit are lookin for me. so i tell cris and we go to the underground. we dance and chill for a few.. like maybe five mins. then we take jen and ben with us and go cruising. chelsey shows up to pepa's and cristal bitches her out for wanting to fight halie and being a sour ass pussy and a little skanky whore who opens her legs too quickly. so her, jordan, damien and jeremy leave. we sit and chill, then cruise some more. then when we were cruising, going around the block, we accidentally tailgated this chick. but thats just the way we drive. so that bitch puts the car in reverse and almost hits us. so we chase her down and almost get in a fight. but paula clears everything up. life is dramatic. Saturday Night: i go over to halies and heather is there. we all walk uptown. when we get there, nikki and angela are pushing heather into the car with jordan. like not even a minute after she gets in the car, chelsey shows up. she pulls heather outta the car, and starts telling her to get away from her man, then starts to slap and pull hair(im sorry, but you fight like a PUSSY chelsey! oh wait! im not sorry you stupid little whore fuck who i wanna kill!). then when halie tries to go break it up, i tell her no, and tell her to come by me. chelsey gets outta the car to talk to heather, and they start to argue. i walk away, then remembered 'THATS A DUMB IDEA! WHAT IF THEY FIGHT AGAINN!?!' so i walk over there and listen to their cheesey little bitch fight, then yell at chelsey that its enough and to cut her shit out. so she sits in HER FRIENDS CAR!(not her mans, who she was just trying to get heather off of!) so then we are sitting there, and chelsey gets back in jordans car and they drive off. a lot of people left. damien started to make fun of halie since she is short. fucking asshole. i swear, hes gunna get his ass beat. so what if he has a lot of cars. that just means the more cars for my friends to fuck the shit outta(ill tell kenny about it later, have him take car of me ^.^)... then when everyone came back, including chelsey and jordan, they tried blocking us in. stupid fucks. if they wanted to block us in, then how come they left a big ass gap?! stupid fucks. then me halie and heather started to leave to go to jons(heathers brothers). nikki, angela and chelsey all start walking towards us. halie yells at them to go away and stay the fuck away. then chelsey runs up to heather and starts slapping her and shit. when heather got away, i tried getting chelsey away, but she pushed me outta the way. then they were fighting(chelsey, of course fighting like a pussy by just slapping heather and pulling hair). i tried to get chelsey off of heather since she had her pinned on the ground, but some stupid fuck guy pulled me away. when halie tried, he did the same thing. then chelsey being a pussy slammed heathers head in to the ground. chelsey got off and we went to jons. when jordan schlagger got to jons, we took halie and heather to halies and me, jordan, jon and megan went to look for the other jordan, and all the other cars. when i showed them to jon, they took me home. i wanna see how bad jordans car gets fucked up. yep.. he aint gunna be hot anymore! hahaha! STUPID WHITE UGLY ASS CARMEX LOVIN FREAK!(yeah.. he likes girls to jack him off with carmex.. so thats his nickname!!! FREAK!).... Sunday Afternoon: Cristal came over to gimme the pics we took at wal mart. she told me brandon was in town.. since he moved away and didnt tell me. well, i guess that he doesnt wanna talk to me cuz "i was a bitch to him cuz he wouldnt help us move and purposely broke his ankel"!!!! he knows i was just playing! how the fuck could i hate someone that took me in when i had no where to live!!! god.. that makes me wanna cry really bad. thats some majorly fucked up shit. hes my fucking brother basically. god... i just wanna cry.. i wanna go over there and talk to him! thats not fuckin right to do that shit to me! ugh! i have enough stress on my shoulders.. stupid fucker. i swear! if i didnt love my friends so much and didnt wanna hurt them, i would kill myself from all the stress im under. oh well. fuck this shit.i dont need this anymore. tootles- _k0k_ oh yeah... to get the story on brandon.. go to my xanga (MmMmJeLL0) and when my little icon is a speedomoter, it means im pissed. and when its a pervert in my pocket, im probably horny. lol Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Change- Defftones

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February 18th, 2004

10:15 pm - the underground is my home. dude. the guy matt that opened the underground is the fuckin shit! hes like in his early thirtys, and he has his tongue pierced! hes the shit. i want him for a dad! lol. omg!! tonight i looked at the wall that says "THE UNDERGROUND" and willE signed it! lol. i was like worshiping the wall! lol. matts soo awesome though! he was all talking to us. we all think he was on acid though. but i was nice and dandy. i got to play DDR ^.^ first it was me and sara, and she was like 'oh, im so good, i played this all the time in phili' but yet she wasnt doing GREAT! lol. it was sad. but yeah. then me and halie walked down to pepa's and talked to ashley.. then we walked back to the underground and then me and halie played DDR. we are like almost experts on the beginners "heaven" lol. omg. i feel sooo lame saying 'im almost an expert on the BEGINNERS "heaven" ' lol. oi vey. that makes me sound soooooo lame. but since im gunna keep going back every chance i get, im gunna be the shit at DDR. plus, it will help strengthen my hips. thank goodness. since i dropped outta physical therapy. lol. that makes me sound like a lame fuck too! god dammit! well. today was a nice day. not having to go to school cuz i didnt wanna go to court, being able to go play DDR at my new fav. chill spot, getting to be with my ickle oompa(halie), and my other homies. it was the shit. i loved it. but now, it is time for me to resign and go to bed? who really knows. oh well! tootles- _k0k_ Current Mood: happy Current Music: my typing... fastly! lol

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01:49 pm - soundtrack for my life. i keep changing the songs... i cant make up my mind for the songs...there are a lot of good ones. like for the break up song i wanna put "I hate Everything About you" by Three Days Grace. but anyways. here it is: SOUNDTRACK TO MARIAH'S LIFE: Opening Credits: "Homeo-Apathy"- Left Over Crack Waking-up Scene: "Billy S"- Skye Sweetnam Average-day Scene: "Lemonade"- Tsunami Bomb Best-friend Scene: "Miss P"- Cherish Feat. Da Brat First-date Scene: "First Date"- Blink 182 Falling-in-love Scene: "Punk Rock Princess"- Something Coperate Love Scene: "This is not a love song"- The Juliana Theory Fight-with-friend Scene: "Harder to Breathe"- Maroon 5 Fight-with-significant other Scene: "Copasetic"- Local H Break-up Scene: "My Plague"- Slipknot Get-back-together Scene: "Freedom"- Danielle LoPresti and the Masses Fight-at-home Scene: "For You"- Staind "Life's okay" Scene: "Clint Eastwood"- The Gorillaz Heartbreak Scene: "Kiss me, Diss Me"- Homegrown Mental-Breakdown Scene: "Insane in the Membrain"- Cypress Hill Driving Scene: "In Sterio"- Sky Harbor Makeout Scene: "Singals over the Air"- Thursday Lesson-learning Scene: "In a Bubble"- Purple Overdose Deep-thought Scene: "DMV"- Primus Flashback Scene: "Time Warp"- The Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack Party Scene: "Cold"- Static-X Happy-dance Scene: The Hampster Dance Song Regret Scene: "Bottom of the bottle"- Smile Empty Soul Long-night-alone Scene: "Me, Myself and I"- Jive Jones Death Scene: "Morningstar"- AFI Closing credits: "Tiny Cities made of Ashes"- Modest Mouse (I copied this out of Sonya's xanga thingy) ok. tootles-_k0k_ Current Mood: horny Current Music: defftones- change

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12:31 pm - d1g1t4l dr34m5 yes.kiddies.it.is.i.mariah.aka.the._k0k_.nothing.seems.right.these.days.then.again.nothing.ever.seems.right.no.matter.what.day.it.is. ^^ lookie jane(if you read this). that is how EMO people type. shit. thats how i typed when my spacebar didnt work. lol. interesting, huh? yes yes. well, anyways. people fuck up their lives too much here in nebraska. ive known soo many girls, including me, who have almost gotten pregnant cuz of no lives. and when you have no life here, its all about sex, drugs, and partying. yeah yeah yeah. dont give me shit anymore people. im not like these nebraskians.. they tried pulling me in, but nuh huh! IT DIDNT WORK VERY WELL! shit, ever since i came here, everyone has had more fun, has been more loud, and isnt as shy, obviously. people always tell me now that before i came, everything was quiet. i guess thats what happens when a californian like me moves to a shit hole state/town. yep. oh man, the show i went to the other night rocked my big box full of lots of mix-matched socks. the local band from here was the fucking bomb ass shit! then subseven sounded like thursday, and yeah, so i was inlove. lol. then when sky harbor went up, they sounded kinda like blink 182, but more... uhh.. shit..cant think of the word. but yeah, they made me almost creme my panties! lol. 'specially WillE. {he signed my con ^.^} then east west came on. heidi started to cry. shes soo cute! and so tiny. sara put heidi on her shoulders. we all held hands and sang and danced. that was the best hardcore christian show i think ill ever actually enjoy. or well.. go too.. since i highly doubt those bands or bands like them will ever come back. haha. mrs rada told cristal that she used to "drag main" lol. we dont drag it... we ride it. we fly it. we smooth on down the lines. we are the shit when it comes to cruising broadway. shit.. me and cris OWN that mother fuckin street. we tell you if you are hot or not, if you belong or dont, and if your car is the shit or is SHIT! lol. god, i have too much fun. TRALALALLALALA. my mind is caving innnnn! AHHH! lol. sorry.. just a bit bored. god dammit! i cant get that fucking yeah yeah yeah's song outta my head... that "maps" song. ugh.i hate that band. the chick is sooo fucking annoying, and yeah.. ugh! i just wanna shoot them! lol. wouldnt that just be the nicest thing alive?! last night i made a soundtrack of my life. i stole the basics from sonyas xanga. yeah.. its awesome. ill have to post it here later. danielle lopresti and the masses is the fucking bomb ass nigga shit! lol. the song freedom makes me wanna sing at the top of my lungs with the music. she has such a pretty voice. i hope i could sound like that someday... kenny wanted me, heidi, and cristal to be the band for his wannabe punk band. lol. but cristal got singing lessons, and im gunna be the bassist when she gets a band going. then at the show the other night, me and heidi decided to start a band. heidi is gunna play the guitar, ill play bass, and sara will play the drums. we are gunna be a hardcore christian band. its gunna be the shit. sky harbor said we could tour with them someday if we get good enough ^.^ OMG! i cant wait! lol. its gunna be the shit. anyways. i think ive written enough for the day! lol. well..ill write more later. tootles- _k0k_ Current Mood: amused Current Music: danielle lopresti and the masses- freedom

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